Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Is It All In My Head??

I have been thinking about his question a lot lately. When i became pregnant, Brooklyn's pregnancy was so very different then the boys. I was so so so very sick, had different aches and pains then the boys pregnancy, and was convinced that it was because i was pregnant with a girl, and i was. I wonder though was 'it all in my head??' Well now she is here and it seems like everyone ask me "so is it so much different having a girl??" and i once again have to ask myself 'is it all in my head'? I sit here holding my little girl and today she is in a white onesie, wearing no bow (to lazy to put one on her today), and there is really not much to distinguish her as a girl. So shouldn't it feel the same? She is only three months, she does the same things as the boys did at her age? She eats, sleeps, giggles, and poops so why does it feel so different?? I cant seem to explain why but it does. She seems more sweet, more calm (thank goodness), and more cuddly. I know on a gospel level that girls have a different type of spirit, more nurturing, more i don't know more girly?? but i just didnt expect to notice it so early but to all those who have asked, still wondering , or interested in finding out the answer to "so is it so much different having a girl? even if it is 'all in my head' i would have to answer, "ya, it really is!"

1 comment:

Brian and Cristeen said...

I love that picture! Such a sweet post. So glad you got your Brooklyn!